I haven't written lately because I've been too busy thinking. I hate thinking! If somebody could do all the thinking for me, I think I would be a much happier person. If somebody just came out and told me what to do, I'd do it. Ok, ya, that's probably not true.
I'll give you the long and short of it. The short story is that K and I have been on EI since before C was born. If anybody's counting, that's 14 months ago today. Needless to say money is really tight, and despite our efforts we still haven't found anything.
The long of it is that a good friend of the family works for a small but growing company that would be a great place to work. I think the company is perfect for me, and I dare say I'm perfect for the company. I had a meeting with them on Tuesday and it went really well. They would like me to come back and see the co-founder next week. Great! You say. Yes, great. And not so great. Not so great because traveling to the office would take 1.5 hours each way. Leaving the office at 5pm probably wouldn't have me home until 7ish because of the GO train schedule, and with C going to bed at 7:30 I would only have 30mins with her. Ugh. But with the way finances are, I hardly feel like a have a choice in the matter. As my friend says, "pull on your big girl panties" right? Right, so that's what I'll do. If they offer me the position, I'll take it. It's all about what's best for the family right? Paying our mortgage and bills is the most important thing right? Then why have I had a headache and been nauseous for the past 2 days?
I really don't know what to do.... somebody tell me what I should do! What would you do?