Here are my confessions.
I am not a perfect mom. I am FAR from it.
Sometimes I freak out.
Sometimes I raise my voice.
Sometimes I sound like *gasp* my father!
Sometimes I use the television as a babysitter so I can use the bathroom or grab something to eat.
Sometimes I have to leave the baby in her crib while she's crying so I can throw on a clean pair of pants and a dry shirt.
Sometimes I use bad words within ear shot of the kids.
Sometimes I get mad and yell at Demi
Sometimes I feed us 'crap' like kraft dinner or McDonalds.
Sometimes I find myself judging other mothers for their parenting choices.
Sometimes I don't make time to play.
Sometimes I think I'll really mess the kids up beyond fixing.
Sometimes I think I'm bi-polar due to the crazy mood swings that happen due to stress, breast feeding, lack of sleep, lack of food etc.
Sometimes I think that my kids will hate me when they get older.
Sometimes I tune out when Demi is screaming... I mean singing one of her songs.
Sometimes I'm not the best mother.
I hope that most of the time will make up for some of the time and my faults will be forgiven.